11/19/2010

In Pursuit of my Fucking Friendship: Never Ask You Ever

On the grave in Lunar New Year 2011
We don’t really talk to each other
We’re shy, so we are
But we know what extreme desire
One of us has to say to know it better


Won’t ask you for the sun to shoot
Won’t ask you for the courage to be rejuvenated
Won’t ask you to lead me ahead, would I ever have done
Won’t ask you for the sky to crawl on
Won’t ask you for the impossible to be worked on
Won’t ask you my way, shall I ever go on for that before or after
Won’t ask you anything I want for you to do
Won’t ask and won’t confess for your sake, my friend
Won’t ask you to fling into each other, shall I ever have to do


Laissez-passer too long time which is or will never be a lie
One of us will end up with the heart locked off
Outside futureless space of a damn fragile cocoon layers
Without any scent of disillusioned reality 


Won’t ask you for the sky to get collided for
Won’t ask you for the ladder to set up to mount on
Won’t ask you to succumb to any charm, will you or shall I preciously do 
Won’t ask you for the heaven to descend here to lift me higher and higher
Won’t ask you for the unimaginable to build up your kingdom to get mightier
Won’t ask your way, how shall I do that without having been directed
Won’t ask you anything I know for you to know
Won’t ask and won’t risk for whatever great expectation which may grow
Won’t ask you to hold each other, shall I eager to


Won’t ask you for the stars to get elevated like those ascending fireflies
Won’t ask you for the spaceship to take me to a brave world
Won’t ask you my way, will I ever be able to do that to you
Won’t ask you anything I adore for you to create for the first time in your life
Won’t ask and won’t talk since I've known that my silence is the best for you
Won’t ask you to take me near to you, how shall I do that as your beloved friend


Then, be my best one for my great sentiment with you that I dare
beyond our racial discrimination and our gender difference
Never ask you to touch me ever again
For my f**king friendship with you, my dear.

11/13/2010

To Your Lie

Notre Dame de Paris


And when admit a need of She to create words around
We won't be a creature bound
To get the truth of what we know
And what we have as a reality found
Will be going insane
Regardless of a free ride to go on

Not as a nut lover but a real friend
Take my own words
Let befriend with
Now that what you are
Someone I can reflect with
Someone I saveth
For the rest of my time

Ah la la
How can I talk when I can't hear
I have a woman complex
All I wish is to tell me
You're going to make it away

I never go Seoul ever

posted on 11/13/2010